Letter to Myself

Hi Shasa, Are you okay? I know no one has asked you this, but here I am as your shadow, wanting to accompany you. Are you really okay? Many times, I have caught you crying in front of the mirror and away from everyone, just so that no one notices your sadness. But I think this will break your heart even more.

When I see you laughing happily, I really admire you. Don't get me wrong, even though you sometimes look broken, I'm still proud of you.

Some things will happen to you. You won't be able to plan it and write it down in your schedule. You have to go with the flow, accept it, learn from it, and then move on, with your head held high. Maybe journal about it—sometimes insights don't come quickly, but there's something positive to be found in most experiences in life.

I agree with various opinions that life is not that easy to live; not even everyone can overcome it and find a way out. But what's special about you is that you persist and feel fine under the pressure of life's drama. I believe you can be this strong because you do it sincerely, with strength, and steadfastness.

Sometimes I think if you lose hope after thinking about it, comes a motivational quote that I once read, where the sentence is "the only thing stronger than fear is hope". This quote is taken from the book "The Hunger Games".

I know it's not easy to get back up after you've been crushed. Maybe you even curse yourself for always being perfect. As we know, you are the only human who loses faith in hope. This is very natural. Don't force yourself to do everything perfectly; just do everything as well as you think.

But here I, as the only friend who is always with you, can say that you are the best version of yourself. Maybe you don't realize it if you have so much potential, but here I see you as a potential person. Don't give up easily; I'm always here to accompany you. All the hurt, disappointment, pain, and sadness are just a momentary thing. This too will pass.

Write on your bedroom wall: you can't give up.

I know you are not someone who gives up easily. Thank you for sticking around to this day. The only motivation I can give is to "make tomorrow better than today".

I'm sure everything that has happened today has brought you good. Don't change anything about it. Everything works exactly as it should. All the puzzle pieces began to be neatly arranged. All the successes and failures, as well as the touching and heartbreaking moments, are accepted with grace. Remove all regrets, past and present. Above all else, just be yourself, and that's the most important thing.

Keep the spirit and don't give up🤗👋.